Word of the day: Clingy …

Undoubtedly, I hate clingy people. Until recently I had not realized that I am also a very clingy person. I get quite attached to some people, definitely my past and some things.

Some People … do make a difference in your life. They might not care so much, but you do get enlightened in their company. When they leave you or you leave them – you feel the pinch. Although I might never reveal such things in public, but always shed a tear when alone. I am not a social wild animal but some people have made the difference in my life.

Past .. Oh I talk about the past all the time. I don’t know why!?! I guess… cos I relate the past to be better than my future. For Instance, California was so much better than Texas. The actual fact is .. I know shit about Texas … to enjoy it! That’s why Cali was better that Texas! Boo… lol!

Some things … mine or not .. I get glued on to them until I have used … For instance, I had joined this keyboard class back in 6^th grade. I kept bugging my dad for a keyboard. After 3 months of nagging, I won! Dad finally bought a keyboard. I was excited about it for the next month, but after that had cobwebs all around it. Eh .. that does not qualify for clingy. Lol!

So long then .. dinner is ready .. c ya l8r! Aligator!

What do you wanna do in life?

This question has posed a possible threat to my living. People ask you this question all the time – college application, job application, business schools, religious institutions etc.

What do I wanna do –

1. 1. Win a MegaMillion Jackpot and live life as a long weekend!

2. 2. Hire few scientists and make my dream project a living success – To record my dream and play it back virtually when you are awake!

3. 3.. Go on tours

a. Visit all the wonders of the world – natural, ancient, medieval, modern and new!

b. Visit the best nightclubs

c. Visit the best beaches

d. Visit the moon

4. 4.. Learn and become good at these –

a. Skiing

b. Snowboarding

c. Snorkeling

d. Scuba Diving

e. Surfing

f. Salsa/Mambo/Tango/Waltz/Bachata/Lambada

g. Ninjitsu/Kalari/Marma Ati/Muay Thai

5. 5. Produce an Oscar Winning Movie

After hearing my answer, ppl are disappointed and say all this is unachievable. Then why the hell did you ask me! This is what I wanna do!

My New Year’10 Wish

Social Networking sites does lend a helping hand - makes you feel better, makes you feel connected to your past, present and always gives you a feeling of a bright future.

Sometimes the feeling is so twisted and intense, that only you can live with it. You cannot rely on anybody else to make you feel better. There are even times that the feeling suffocates your thinking and denies any orientation. You just want to meet and nobody shows up. You just wish to talk to your dear ones and nobody is available. They forget to wish you on your birthday. They forget to greet you when you are around. You simply do not exist for them.

Humans are generally selfish beings. They do everything for a purpose. Even talking to other humans is for a reason. If the reason ends, people would stop talking to each other. Even your state of existence is also not known. This generally happens with some people who end up dejected due to some factor. There is always a discrimination that regulates human behavior. Some discriminate by color, by caste, by religion, by purpose, by looks or maybe even by hair length.

There maybe people who need not be a peoples person but they still need people around. The person is worst when he feels like a loner.

My New Year’10 Wish - Loners should be extinct from this world